The day after tomorrow...

Finally, i finish one sem again which my last exam fall at yesterday morning. I really DISLIKE exam, sometimes even HATE exam. But if no exam, i wont study, right? okay, now i'm going to have my working life in this one n half month. Honestly, if compare study n working, i dono which one i wan to choose. Both got its funs, both got its stress, maybe it real like what people say, in this world, no perfect things appear. I will be start working at next monday lor, i still remembering last year working together with ah ching, kelvin, bao rong, tai wee, ah bee in school uniform shop. It's really give me a big big impression that i wont forget till now. So FUN can work together with fren and it really make our relationship more n more closer. Will be this year different with last year?It leaves an answer to me. I will be going search for my answer soon.

Rain Forest trip

Gals group in the hall



ME ~ throw the ball. Ha ha, not in..



Raining. Me n Peng Hong

Having Lunch in the restaurant. Take a lot of foods. ^^

Eating 'rambutan'

Waterfall. Very cold~~

Run ah...~~

Borneo Tropical Rain Forest

Small small waterfall. Peng Hong says it lools like a roofs 'lou shui'.

Bye Bye, Rain Forest.

Birthday celebration for Sing Yee^^

Yesterday night pei wen call me to join for the sing yee celebration birthday at T&D. I never been ther before, is near permy jaya and it quite near to my house. I drove to there although i had my dinner already. Successfully, i found the place by just following the front car. Ha ha, how pro i am.. ( bu yao lian.^^) When i reach ther, i saw a lot of ppl. Got pei wen house gangs, michelle, roger, kam's bf, susan n vivian, of course, include me. The environment there is quite nice, but the problem is the aircond not cold at all. I feel very hot and keep ask pei wen is it got the same feeling with me. Till last, we 'bei ta han' ( cant stand) the hot air cond and i ask the waitress is it the temperature open till the lowest. She said 'yup'. So i cant do anything. -.- Man man de, it turns better because they open one of the fan which finally give me some air inside. I just order one hot lemon n pei wen feed me eat a bit of the lamb. Wah, xin fu neh..she represent ah kit at that moment. Ha ha, thanks pei wen. Muakss. We chit chat a lot, smile a lot there. At that time, test, study all thrown at the back there. SO so relax n fun. ^^

After they all finish eat, we all rush to sofa there sit. The wall got a lot of the photo which taken by the boss n boss wife together with the artist. Wahh..i also wan take photo with artist. He he..daydreaming again. It's the time to take the cake out lu.. Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to Sing Yee, happy birthday to u. We took a lot of photo there. I din manage to post it now coz i need to take from Michelle Kam. I will post it when i get it ya.

I leave earlier coz i got another date with huey ling at embargo. She already reach there but i just go down from permy. So so sorry to let ling wait me. Wo xia chi bu gan le. Ha ha. We two talk nonstop after we sat down n order the drink. Look like few years no meet ah. I also call pong to ask whether he wan come out lim teh or not. He straight say okay eh. Ha ha, he sure very boring at home de. We even plan the one day trip after finish exam eh, Batu Niah, Lambir or Mariott Hotel?? He he, planning to play is the most happiest day in my life.

I wAit it become true. Ling, Pong, i wait u guys ya. ^^

Lastly, i wan to greet Sing Yee' happy birthday' again . Be cheers in ur life n God is the one who will accompany u walk till the end of ur life. Jia you!!

Finally, I'm back!!

Almost forget that i own a blog before, recently saw many fren create a new blog like Aileen, Wei Zhe n etc, it make me feel like wanna write blog again. However, i forget my blog website. Luckily, after try many times, i'm able to found my blog. Oops, forget password again. I cant remember the password that i use before. So i renew my password again. Ha ha...it's now 2.35pm. I just study two chapter of Accounting 204. Study week is the week that i very suffer of it. Why say like that? bcoz...bcoz....i real dun like study lar...no mood eh...BUt wat can i do? As a student, study study study, exam exam exam, graduate graduate graduate is my goal. Damn sad of it coz i does not own a university student life. My life in Curtin is same as secondary school. But i more prefer n like secondary school life because it full of FUN, MEMORY, EXCITEMENT in secondary school with my buddies. Anyway, we will grown up day by day. Now, i'm already 21 years old le..How fast is it?

Yesterday spend almost half n hour to read newspaper. Many sads news are posted yesterday, such as 4 laman student go waterfall play and 3 of them were dead. Another one is one handicapped guy who just register wedding with his wife during 20090909 this year was dead. Tat guy has 'xiao er ma bi zheng' and i heard sis say he worked in Curtin ICT department or admin department before. But i never see him before. Sigh...Life is short and no one can expect what happen tomorrow. Therefore, we need to appreciate our lifes in every mins and every seconds so that we wont regret.

Almost 3pm now, dad back from Pulau BAli today. Later mum will go fetch dad n also send sis go kch to airport at 5 smtg. Why not me fly to kuching? Ha ha..dun daydreaming liao..fully charge my battert n now wanna 'bia' again. He he...Bye bye. ^^

等待和成长的锐变

等待的感觉另人又期盼又渴望， 但是， 却又让人有种怕受伤害的感觉！！到底， 期待让人变得怎么样呢？现在的我， 真在期待考试的成绩会全部及格， 我很怕这种感觉， 但是， 我们却要面临无数次让人即期待却又怕的感觉！主啊， 请你守护着我， 让我通过这一次的考试， 好吗？昨晚， 好久不见的朋友打给我， 原因是我看到他， 他却没跟我打招呼， 后来打来跟我澄清， 好久没聊到这么痛快了， 我一直jio他，他让我一个人在吹大炮， 他让我丝毫不遮掩我的本性， 后来他告诉我说我并没该变， 讲话还是那么的牙尖嘴利， 我才恍然大误， 我还是以前的我， 时间的流逝， 让我差点儿变了另一个人！！到底成长的过程中会让一个人变得怎么样呢？谁能告诉我？

幸福在你手中

‘姐， 可以帮我找回幸福吗？为什么幸福离我越来越远呢？
可以啊， 我一定会帮你找回幸福的！！
姐，你别骗我， 他曾经说过， 只要看我笑， 他就觉得幸福， 我骂他， 他也觉得幸福！！但是，现在呢， 他都没什么想跟我讲话， 为什么幸福离我越来越远呢？

这是我看一部新加坡戏的对白， 给我很大的感触， 无论以前或现在的幸福， 不代表你永远都幸福， 因为只要你一旦没把握好机会， 幸福不会停在你身边！！
幸福啊幸福， 你可不可以永远都不要离开我， 因为现在的我很幸福，但是以后呢， 却是个未知数。

压力？动力？

好久好久没写我的部落格了，突然想写些自己的心情，前两天又去做工了， 卖hotlink sim pack， 还没做之前， 我还在想哪有那么容易卖啊， 会有人要买号码吗？无形中给我很大的压力， 但是我还是坚持做这份工， 原因也只是想赚些外快， 而且想累积一些社会经验， 之前我一天最多也只卖三片， 但上个礼拜我还卖了蛮多片的， 有了不错的成绩， 这个礼拜就再继续的做下去，想起昨天， 心情就低落了起来， 昨天碰了蛮多钉子， 有些人丝毫不想听你介绍， 就打发你走， 最让我心情跌入古底的是我看到一对年轻夫妇在公共电话旁打电话， 爸爸抱着他的婴孩， 我走过去想向他们介绍012， 但是那爸爸对我shhh了一声， 意思是叫我不要吵， 我即刻对他说了一声不好意思， 就走开了， 接下来我一直碰钉子， 眼看着其它人碌碌续续都卖了蛮多张， 我更加压力， 之后我去以前做工的店，我看到以前的同事， 眼泪就这样夺涌而出，也吓了他们一跳， 问我是不是被欺负， 后来阿妮跟我买了一张，是同情吗？我也不晓得，当真的蛮感谢她的，当我回去那间手机店时， 我才知道总共卖了二十多片， 而我只卖了一片 ， 后来我再继续的问， 一样的结果(真的很累了， 我也没什么心情买了) 。 之后他们说可以收工了， 因为已经达到target了， 我们全部都可以提早放工了。 也好啊， 回家后都没什么心情， 晚上也一个人去教会， 听牧师说道， 才明白我们人活着的目的，我也会继续看标竿人生40天， 让我知道人生的目标！
听人们说， 压力就是动力， 但我的压力呢？我也不晓得！！