Saturday, October 30, 2010

学期的尾声

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............
好烦啊 好想去海边大喊
把心中不开心的事,烦恼全都喊出来
好压力啊,我一定要比别人付出更多更多
奇迹才会出现,我到底是为了什么而活, 为了考试成绩吗?
明知不是, 为什么就是那么放不下
Haiz~~
不过超级玛丽的我是不会放弃的
努力努力再努力, 加油加油再加油。。

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Appreciate

New semester is starting which means i'm a final year student now, wow..unbelievable i can survive in those past 3 years. I can feel that God is beside my side as I had experience every difficulties each sem, for example like assignment marks were not count in to my final paper which make me appeal success to let me overseat, mid term fail seriuosly as i get the lowest marks in finance paper during summer course, which i get 19 per 100 marks, but amazingly, i pass my unit which i score 50 marks. yeah, n this time, i had taken a supplementary test which i also pass it..Appreciate n do keep praying to God, tell him that how much i love him n how he blessed me in those years. I wanna be more n more hardworking for this semester because i cant let the laziness defeat me. I CANT!!!

Just now looking back the photos with my buddies like ching, szywei, rong, vin them. I so so miss the moment that we hang out together. Why does time flies so fast?Now just can rely on the photo to recapturing what this past year we had been through. Post some photo here. Teehee.










第一次针灸

8月14日,我第一次针灸
那种感觉真的好恐怖
一个人进去针灸室,医生叫我躺下来
开始用电器之类象针一样的东西插在我身上
好痛好痛,眼泪不能控制的滑落下来 :'(
疗程需要大概十分钟左右,我躺在床上
动也不敢动,我像上天祈求
如果针灸会治的好我的头痛
我一定要忍,我不能放弃
我不能再忍受困扰我三年的头痛
我一定要熬过来。

十分钟过了,我整身无力地走出来
我看到妈妈坐在椅子上等我,我好想哭
但我忍住了, 我不能哭,妈妈会担心我的
十天后还要继续第二次的疗程。 天啊!!

回家的路上, 我都不出声
看着反照镜的我, 觉得自己很忧愁
很不开心,
往好的反面想,我比其他人幸运的多了
我不可以埋怨,神必定医治我。



Friday, July 30, 2010

无聊的假期

下个礼拜开课了,又是新学期的开始
这个假期过得好无聊,也好压力
压力是因为考supp, 那个礼拜真的过的很痛苦
考完后还是不时会想起
希望上帝知道我的付出,一切交托在天父手中
这个假期失业了,所以也过着无所事事的每一天
幸好我有他及好朋友的陪伴, 我很感恩 :)
虽然有时很不开心,但是我希望开心多过伤心, 好吗?